rebeccadoodle

I haven't made a blog entry in a very long time now. It's weird, I don't even know why I like doing it because I'm not entirely sure anyone reads it or really cares, but it's still kind of better than just writing it down where no one will ever see it, dunno why, just is.

I like stumbling upon other people's blogs and just getting a bit of an insight into their life. People can be so intriguing when you know so little about them. Well, I doubt I am... but still. Some people lose their intrigue when you get to know them. I've been thinking about this a lot recently, and about first impressions and things. I've just started at uni this year so I've met so many new people, and it's really funny to see how I see people now, compared to when I first met them. I love some people now who I thought I'd never be able to connect with. It's also, I think, really hard to work out how you feel about some people. I change my mind a lot. I think this means I'm fickle. But there's not really much I can do about it. I really like uni life. I'm doing a lot of rowing, so training is like 7 or 8 times a week, which is pretty intense, but it's good to feel this fit. My sleeping pattern has been so screwed though. I regularly sleep in the day now. My dreams have got kind of cool too. Not really sure why. I do philosophy, so maybe it's all the intense thinking haha. But yeah, I keep getting dreams where I know I'm dreaming, and like, I just keep thinking to myself that it's okay because I could just wake up. And quite often I wake up into other dreams. Apparently if you can do this then you can start to try and control your dreams, so I'm gonna try, it would be awesome. I love dreams. It kind of freaks me out though when stuff happens that you don't think you could ever have thought of, or you do something in a dream that's bad and it reflects badly on you because it came from your brain. I think I think too much. I mean, I even think about thinking too much. But I literally think about everything, and I think maybe sometimes I'm too cautious because of it. Okay. So this has been long and rambly enough I think. I've been taking quite a few photos recently, so I'll post some here.